Big Al's Journal

I now for days have felt depressed, hurt, disrespected and dissapointed. On top of overall fustration. But I am determined to keep my head up high and be strong. So other than moping around this weekend I visited grandparents and grandpa was actually emotional to me first time ever. And it was meaningful and good. And this weekend saw Frank and Ashley and we saw Kev and Kristi and their new house. Thats it for now.

So had a good, and crazy weekend. Good was spending the three day weekend with Vicky and Emily. I really feel good about her and I. And got to spend a good amount of time with just Emily, took her to the movies and dinner, was good times and really nice. I adore that kid. Also was glad was there to help out Vicky a lot, makes me feel good to help her out. I am going again tomorrow night after work and school, have off Thursday, and helping Vicky out again by watching Emily again. I am very much looking forward to it. So not going to Hershey this year, so that stinks, Grandpa is going away on a cruise with grandma instead, and then dad cant afford to go by himself, so not going this year, but hopefully will next year. So that’s about it for now.

So things are doing alright. This weekend didn’t do much. Kurt ended up not moving just yet, but prob will this week. Instead chilled with him, Juls and Frank on Saturday. Then Sunday was Adam’s 22nd Bday. Sunday I also went up to Conn. and spent the day with Vicky, and had a really nice day with her. Looking forward to seeing her a good amount this weekend hopefully. Kinda scary the summer is basically over. My first class of the semester starts today, and missing my second class on Wed cause of going to the Ducks game. Well can’t wait till I go to California should be good times.

So things have been alright. Dad went in to hospital yesterday but found out he was only 40 percent clogged in his arteries so could not do any stents just yet. But he is doing good. This past weekend was good. Friday night went to Moranos and chilled with him and Palladino. Then Saturday drove up to see Vicky, visited her at work had a hair cut, then did Chili’s and then just chilled out at her house. Was actually real nice, and can’t wait to see her hopefully this weekend. Then Sunday grandpa had a big car meet at his house which was real nice and fun. So in exactly one month I will be in California on vacation, can’t wait! School, starts in less than a week. Also next week I am going to a Ducks game in a luxury suite because I won another Newsday contest. I am brining the fam, get limo transportation there and I am throwing out the first pitch, with my skills should be funny as hell. So this weekend hopefully gonna see Vicky, and probably helping Kurt move into Jeff’s house. Well that’s it for now. Also Sunday is Adam’s Bday!

So things have been a little hectic. Dad went to cardiologist and he has blockage in his arteries again and before he has another heart attack this Monday he has to go in to the hospital and have more stents put in. So not good. Also I bought tickets for Mom and I to go to California in the end of September so that’s good. This Saturday night seeing Vicky, so looking forward to that, then Sunday is grandpa’s antique car picnic and meet at his house. So got a busy weekend. So am real happy seeing Vicky now. That’s it for now.

Had a good weekend. Friday night saw GI Joe with Kurt, then Saturday chilled with Frank and Ashley by the pool then saw District 9 with Kurt and Juls. Then today went to Conn and spent day with Vicky and saw her fam for the first time in almost a year. And was a really nice today, it felt so good to spend a day with Vicky, spend time with Emily and see her family. I feel happy again. Will see where this goes.

So been keeping busy. Not so upset over the Jenn thing. Been moving on keeping all options open. Been going on a good amount of dates, so def getting my moneys worth out of Match.com. So this weekend did Alive after 5 in Patchogue and chilled at Moranos on Friday night. Then Saturday went to a BBQ at Mikes and then hung out with a girl from match. Then Sunday Cait and I went to the Yankee Red Sox game, and it was awesome!!

Well that didnt last long, Jenn broke up with me over a text message.

I NEED TO STOP BEING SELF DESTRUCTIVE!

A relaxing do nothing kind of weekend. So been chilling with Jenn alot, Friday night went with her to applebees with Kurt, Juls and Jeff. Was good glad she has met some of my friends. SO Kurt is gonna be moving in with Jeff soon. Then yesterday did nothing other than surprise Jenn at work with flowers. Then today just did lunch and chilled with Kurt and Juls. Looking foward for the next week, tomorrow is grandma's 80th bday. Hopefull gonna see Jenn a good amount and then a week from today going to the city and the Yankee Red Sox game with Jenn. So I am excited!! Maybe even meet up with Maria and Willie Sunday in the city so they and Jenn can meet. Well thats it for now!

Its weird how life can suck and feel devastated, regret, self hatred but at the same time on a different front be happy.

So me and Jenn are official as of last night and I am happy! She is wonderful!

So things are good. This weekend was good. Friday night, me, Jim, Frank, Morano and Claire went to Cait’s party and it was alright, was just funny cause of the guys. Then Saturday went to Maria and Willie’s housewarming party in Brooklyn which was a lot of fun. Then yesterday went on my date with Jenn. Was a lot of fun! I like her a lot, and she is def into me. We are hanging out again tonight and I am excited to see her again! In other news Frank got engaged Saturday and I am so happy for him and Ashley! Well that’s basically it for now. Have nothing going on this week, hopefully seeing Jenn more and tomorrow seeing Vicky, Emily and her mom for the day to show her mom Long Island for her first time. I am glad me and Vicky are just friends.

So things are going good this week so far. I have been talking to this wonderful girl Jenn I met on Match.com Her and I have so much in common, and she lives in Medford. We talk often. I am chilling with her on Sunday. So will be a good weekend, tonight Jim will be home, and us and Claire and Morano and probably others are going to go to a party at Caits. Then tomorrow night I am going with Claire and Morano into Brooklyn for Maria and Willie’s housewarming party. So last night saw Vicky for the first time in almost a year. Was great actually, but def. only as friends and I am very sure of that now. But started off weird but then was real nice and great to see her. She is a great friend and look forwarding to keeping a friendship with her. Well that’s it for now.

So had a decent fun weekend. Saturday the family was all at Davis park to celebrate grandma’s bday. Was fun, boogie boarded a lot. Then Sunday went to the beach with Maria, Cait, Claire, Morano, Andrew and Jen. Was good times. Basically it. Now this week working all week, have mini golf on Wednesday night, still a chance may see Vicky Thursday, but prob gonna be next week, don’t know. Then Friday night Jim will be home and may go to a party at Cait’s, then Saturday night Maria is having a party in Brooklyn at her place so gonna go to that. So match.com has been working, been talking to a few girls, and now been talking to one more than others who lives really close and so far seems really cool, hope to meet her in person soon. She is definitely what I am looking for.

So nothing to much is new. Been working, and still talk to Vicky, gonna see her def by end of the month and looking forward to us just being good friends, which is probably most it will ever be. I just want her happy bottom line. So went and visited Will this weekend, went to Mohegan Sun, also went to Sailfest in New London and shot off fireworks with Will at his house. So had a fun weekend. Also yesterday I signed up for match.com to expand my horizons so we’ll see how that goes. Well that’s it for now. This weekend probably going to Davis Park to celebrate grandma’s bday early with the fam. That’s it for now.

So yesterday into today I just feel depressed, can’t really put my finger on it. I just feel alone and that nothing has been going right lately. Oh well. So was a decent weekend. On Friday went to Moranos and chilled and drank with Morano, Anthony, Arial, Claire, Frank and Brigid who stopped over for a bit. It was fun. Then Saturday which was the 4th drove on the beach and barbequed and chilled most of the day with Maria, Willie, Morano and Claire. Then went back to my house went in the pool a little, drank some margaritas and watched fireworks in the neighborhood and shot off firecrackers with dad. Then Sunday chilled around the house didn’t do much at all, Kurt and Juls came over and went in the pool a little. That was about it. Now for a long work week. But Friday night going to Conn to visit Will for the weekend.

So things have been ok. Been fighting with fam a little, but what else is new. Friday night did nothing really. Saturday mom and I visited Maria and Willie and went to Coney Island. It was fun, I rode the cyclone for the first time it was awesome. Before we went to Brooklyn, we visited grandma and grandpa and they looked and seemed good. Then Sunday we opened up the pool finally and should be ready soon, and I went to visit Frank where he was bartending and that was pretty much the day. So talked to Vicky a while last night, which was really nice. Hopefully will see her this weekend, and if not probably the weekend after, because that weekend I will be visiting Will and Vee and going to Sail Fest in New London, CT. So hope the 4th will be fun, prob gonna do the beach, or maybe chill by the pool, we will see.

So had a great weekend On the way down to Asheville NC for the wedding we stopped at dads friend Bills house in VA and dad drove his 61 Vette for the first time in 33 years its 80 percent done Then I went out with Bills daughter Lena which was fun Then Friday night in we got to Asheville had a pig roast chilled with the fam Then Saturday Adam Nelson Aunt Donna Mom Dad and I went and walked around town then was the wedding It was beautiful Kristin looked so pretty and Dan is a great guy he was all decked out in his Navy Uniform The reception was on top of a mountain overlooking the blue ridge mountains It was so awesome I also met a cool girl from Virginia Beach area at the wedding and was dancing with her So was a good time I am so happy for my cousin Also was good bonding time with the family and Nelson and with my Aunts and Uncles and with grandma and grandpa Came back yesterday and on way up visited moms cousin and her kids in NC which was nice Now chillin have off today and tomorrow Then back to work on Wed

hiiii I am the coolest person ever!!!!! - Claire

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